For many New Yorkers, September 11, 2001 remains a day permanently etched into memory.

But beyond the tragedy itself, many also remember what followed: an extraordinary sense of unity as first responders, ironworkers, tradesmen, and ordinary citizens came together during one of America's darkest moments. Bro. Jerry Boertzel, Worshipful Master of Glen Cove Lodge No. 580, Oyster Bay, New York, hopes to capture that spirit through craftsmanship.

This September, Brother Boertzel will participate in the Fabricator Olympics in Kempton, Pennsylvania. This event is one of the nation's premier skilled trades competitions featuring welding, fabrication, and metal art challenges. This year's event carries special significance as it takes place during the 25th anniversary of September 11th.

After competing in last year's event, Brother Boertzel said he immediately felt connected to the fabrication community."It felt like a piece of me — a home type of feeling," he shared. When he learned this year's event would take place on September 11th and 12th, inspiration struck."I immediately thought it would be incredible to have a memorial sculpture at the event," Bro. Boertzel stated. That vision became a large-scale memorial sculpture that incorporates authentic steel recovered from Ground Zero.

The official Fabricator Olympics website describes the piece as "a piece of history on display," noting that it honors those lost on September 11th while preserving that history through craftsmanship.Brother Boertzel explained that the sculpture will not be a literal replica of the Twin Towers. "The towers will be very clean, standing tall. The piece will essentially exist in the time after the collapse—and these are the spirits of the towers standing where they once did."

The memorial also honors groups whose sacrifices are sometimes overlooked.

"The idea is to bring remembrance to those who were lost and also honor the iron workers and other craft workers who came together with the fire and police first responders to help with the recovery." He noted that many workers faced physical illness, emotional trauma, and long-term consequences from their service at Ground Zero. "This is our way to say thank you for the sacrifice."

For Brother Boertzel, the project is also about preserving the unity many Americans felt in the days following the attacks.

"9/12 has often been described as a day of unity for all Americans and we want to recapture that and connect those who were too young—or not yet born—to this piece of history." He credits Freemasonry for reinforcing those values in his own life. "Masonry showed me what it's like to be connected to a community and helped me connect to other communities as well. It's reinforced my belief that helping each other and standing together is how we can make a difference in this world."

In many ways, this project reflects the values of our fraternity: service, remembrance, labor, and building something that outlives ourselves. Brother Boertzel's work reminds us that skilled hands do more than build structures—they preserve memory.

And in this case, they ensure we never forget.

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There is a particular kind of loneliness that does not announce itself. It does not show up in an empty house or a silent phone. It shows up in a room full of men who know your name, sometimes have known it for decades, and you find yourself standing in the middle of that room feeling like a person behind glass.

It's not because anyone is being unkind; it's not because the Brothers are anything other than what they appear to be. The loneliness shows up because the person you present in the room is a very well-constructed version of you, and the actual you was not invited.

The mechanism is ordinary. You calibrate what you say before you say it. You read the room, run the internal check, trim the real answer, and produce the acceptable one. You do this automatically, often without noticing. Then you do it again. Over a long enough timeline, across enough lodge nights and dinners and conversations, you end up with relationships that are cordial, and often genuinely warm, but structurally unable to carry the weight of who you really are.

The research on loneliness is clear on this point: the subjective sense of isolation is largely independent of objective social contact. A person can be surrounded by people and still carry the signature of being alone. What drives it is not the absence of company, but the persistent sense that one's real experience is not known to the people present.

The isolation, in this form, is self-generated. That is uncomfortable to sit with. It also means the door is not locked from the outside.

A previous piece in this series, Reading the Instrumentation, looked at what constant self-management costs you on the inside. This piece follows that thread outward: what does decades of calibration do to your relationships, and what would it take to begin, in small ways, to live without it?

The mask was protective. It was forged early, in environments where the unedited version of you produced consequences you could not absorb, and it stayed in service because it kept working. The problem is not that you developed the capacity. The problem is that it kept running long after the threats it was built for had passed, quietly enough that you stopped noticing it was on.

What you end up with is a man who is not only hidden from the people around him. He is meaningfully out of contact with himself. Years of producing the acceptable version instead of the actual one do not just conceal the real self from others. They conceal it from him. He stops being able to answer simple questions about what he wants, what he feels, what is actually true for him in a given moment, because the machinery that would have produced those answers has been disused long enough that it does not turn over reliably anymore.

That is the deeper isolation. It is not only that no one in the room knows him. He does not entirely know himself.

Photo: (L to R) RW Jason Chaplin, Bro. Keith Dobbs, and RW Joe Evans at the Metro Region Table Lodge (2026)

The Common Gavel is the operative answer. It removes the rough and superfluous matter so the genuine form underneath can be worked. In the context of relationship, the superfluous matter is the protective veneer that was useful once and has since become load-bearing in the wrong direction. The gavel does not demolish it in one swing. A single swing, applied consistently in low-stakes moments over time, is how the stone actually changes.

Say the Slightly Truer Thing

The central practice is simple enough to sound trivial when stated plainly, and significant enough to be quietly difficult when actually attempted. Say the slightly truer thing. Don't shout the whole truth or a create a performance of openness. Just the next increment. The answer that is one degree closer to honest than the one you would normally produce.

A Brother asks how you are doing. Your automatic answer is fine. But fine is not accurate. You are tired in a way sleep is not fixing, or something is energizing you in a different way, or you have been thinking about a loss you have not spoken about in years. The slightly truer thing might be as small as: honestly, I have been a little worn down lately and I am not sure why or I'm really excited about some down time this weekend. You do not have to explain it, excavate it, or have it resolved. You let the real surface be present for one moment instead of immediately papering over it.

The capacity for honest contact is trained at the scale where it can actually be sustained. You do not develop it by attempting one heroic act of vulnerability in your most fragile relationship. You develop it by letting the real stone show, slightly, with a Brother you already trust, where the cost of the disclosure is small enough that the practice can actually take hold. Those are not warm-up exercises for the real work. They're the real work, done at the scale where it sticks.

When you start this practice, the response will not always be what you hoped. Sometimes a Brother meets you, the conversation goes somewhere neither of you planned, and you both walk away slightly less alone. Sometimes what you get is a pause while he recalibrates. Sometimes a deflection back to safer ground. Take each of these as information rather than verdict. The discomfort in the early practice of honest contact, including the discomfort of a less-than-ideal response, is the sign that something is being worked, not evidence that the practice is broken.

There is also an equally important other half: when a Brother eventually offers something real in return, your job is presence, not performance. His disclosure is not an invitation to fix, advise, or judge. It is something to be held. Allowing another man his truth, without routing it into solutions or absorbing it as your own indictment, is the complement to everything you are practicing on your own side of the conversation.

What the Lodge Was For

The destination of this work is structural. It is about building relationships, and a fraternity, capable of bearing real weight.

The Masonic lodge is a specific architecture of mutual obligation, men who have made explicit commitments to one another's wellbeing and to the shared work of becoming better. That architecture fails entirely if the men inside it are performing. A lodge of masks meeting masks is not Brotherhood. It is men standing in proximity to one another, each maintaining a fiction that costs him something every time, and producing in aggregate a room full of Brothers who are still individually alone.

Through the small repeated practice of saying the slightly truer thing, you are actually building something more durable than that. A relationship that does not require performance. A conversation that does not leave you depleted. The experience of being genuinely present with another person rather than simply near them, which most men have glimpsed in their closest friendships and been told is simply luck,

That experience of being known, of having let someone see something real and having watched the relationship survive it and grow stronger for it, is not a rare gift available to fortunate people. It is the patient outcome of operative work, done imperfectly but consistently, in the ordinary moments of an ordinary day.

The Rough Ashlar does not become the Perfect Ashlar in one session or a hundred. There is no finished state. There is only the next moment, with the next Brother, where you have the option of producing the managed answer or one that is slightly closer to true. Across enough of those moments, the lodge becomes what it was always meant to be: a room where men can bring their authentic selves into genuine contact with one another, and in doing so, can finally stop feeling alone inside their own Brotherhood.

There are moments in life when we look back and realize that the path we have traveled was shaped not by a single event, but by a series of experiences, friendships, lessons, and opportunities that slowly transformed us into the people we are today. As I begin my term as Junior Warden of my Lodge, St. Patrick's Lodge No 4 in historic Johnstown, New York, I find myself reflecting on a journey that has spanned decades—a journey of personal growth, Brotherhood, service, and rediscovery.

That return began unexpectedly through friendship.
Many years ago, my son William was dating a young woman named Emily. Through our children, I became acquainted with her father, Brother Paul Meher. One evening, Paul invited me to dinner with our families. At the time, I was somewhat uncomfortable. I was still that long-absent Entered Apprentice who had drifted away from Masonry for nearly two decades. Yet from the very beginning, Paul treated me not as someone who had fallen behind, but as a future Brother who simply needed encouragement to continue his journey.

That evening marked the beginning of a friendship that would help reignite my passion for Freemasonry, but the journey that followed became much bigger than any one individual. It became a journey of self-improvement, service, education, and Brotherhood.

Photo: Bro. Russell Dickson (left) being installed as Junior Warden of St. Patrick's Lodge No 4 on June 4, 2026.

As my involvement grew, so did my commitment. I became active in degree work, where I found great satisfaction in helping candidates experience the same lessons and traditions that had inspired me. Service to the lodge became not an obligation, but a privilege. The journey also led me beyond the Blue Lodge. Together with many Brothers, I became involved in the Scottish Rite, expanding my understanding of Masonic teachings and building friendships with brethren from across the region. Through these experiences, I gained a deeper appreciation for the principles that unite Masons everywhere: Brotherly love, relief, and truth.

Looking back now, I realize that the greatest gift Freemasonry has given me has not been titles, offices, or recognition. It has been growth. It has challenged me to become more patient, more charitable, more understanding, and more willing to serve others. It has connected me with men who inspire me to continually improve myself and who remind me that none of us walks this path alone.

Today, as I proudly serve as Junior Warden and continue my progression through the officer line of St. Patrick's Lodge No 4, I am filled with gratitude for every Brother who has helped shape my journey. The road to the East is not about personal achievement; it is about preparing oneself to better serve the lodge and the Brethren entrusted to our care.

The friendships, lessons, and experiences gained along the way have already made the journey worthwhile. Whatever lies ahead, I know that the true reward has been the opportunity to walk this path alongside so many remarkable Brothers and to continue striving toward the ideals that Freemasonry teaches us every day.

For me, that journey is still unfolding, and I look forward to wherever it may lead.

As the Masonic year comes to a close and many lodges prepare to go dark for the summer, we are reminded that Masonry does not exist only within the walls of the lodge room. The bonds formed there continue long after the meeting ends. Brotherhood is carried into everyday life-in moments of support, encouragement, laughter, and simple companionship.

The work of Masonry is important-but so are the relationships formed through it. Because long after we forget the details of a meeting or the business discussed on a particular evening, we remember the people. We remember the brothers who encouraged us, supported us, laughed with us, and stood beside us through different seasons of life. These relationships are not secondary to Masonry. They are one of its greatest purposes. And they are the bonds that continue to sustain our lodges, our Temple, and our fraternity year after year.